Monday, November 23, 2009
I've Got a Feeling
It's sure was an eventful one... ... just that the Gossip Girl did not have a chance to document what went on my life... LOL
Sorry for the non update June, maybe i kind of got caught up with the late nights till updating my blog became last on the list =.=
The sudden obsession with LAN gaming *surprisingly* did not really help and i really can't play it too late into the night, or rather for too long or everyone else i see in the street looks like zombies... haha
Watched 2012 and did ponder if the world was to end then, should be just laze around and do what we want, and risk ending up fat and poor like what maxim said.. hahaha which of cos the world wouldn't end then because the bible said so. If people end up giving excuses that it may just be a major catastrophe happening that year, maybe they did not realise the end times signs are already taking place =.=
Do not really want this post to go into that direction actually....
maybe my life is really like a huge joke. Of all people why me? i often wondered. but yet the happenings are not at all unique.. but still this combination is pretty much like The Days of Our Lives...
Just thanking God for His grace... I really wonder what would have happened if I did not find the answer to why we are really on this earth. Though as years passes i realise maturity does not come with age, and our view points do not need to match the world..
I am supposed to get the video up first and i am running out of time so till the next photo update!!
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Outing...

Well... Here are some highlights for these two days!!
Guess what I found just now!!

Hello kitty shoes!!! Really divine just bumped right into it while walking ard bugis waiting for diamond Di :b
I even get to test out iPod nano and submitted a video entry abt love which is going to be on YouTube soon... Lol
Oh man I am like running out of cash for the cab =.=

Hughes wearing the " magic glasses" which I lent him which ha the power to read notes faster... Lol

While listening to weisong laoshi giving songwriting tips...
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Thursday, October 22, 2009
Reinventing
Hi guys a push from my faithful blog readers compel me to update here..
While I am in a long train ride after a gruelsome session of nihongo =.= wow my homework is piling!!!!
Strange to blog with the left and right staring at what u are doing... Lol .. Haha thank god for the glossy finish
Well well guess I have been resting forcefully by my body. Knocked up is exactly what I should describe what I experience everyday till the extend during weekends I wun dare to sleep so soundly, ESP when the call time is like 8 am......
It would be considered miraculous to be awake for MPM but I did it!! Haha
And I almost got on the wrong train...
I wished I had an answer for everything in life but some things just dun go as planned.. But if u take a step of faith to do it, u might be immediately be frightened by the thought of what if u din!!
Never wanted to live an ordinary life, or rather, I dun really have a chance to live one...
I have a new student who is a 'hot mama' with 2 sons and she's just 25! Plus she is a freelance manicurist!! Haha just the taitai life I wanted lol but then again things would be completely different now =.= running after 2 toddlers?? *cold sweat*...
Haha how fanatic I was? I have a letter written for my daughter already ... Lol or rather it is actually 3 pages of a handwritten diary.. Think it's cool to let ur child know what really happened in ur life before he/ she conceived.
My to do list for this season kind of consists of packing all my stuff .. Books piled up everywhere in my room since SOT and I realized all corners other than the bed, comp, wardrobe and accessory basket are piling on dust...
Well , here are some photoupdates...

Grace the pretty bride got married on the 12th of Oct!!

Spotted: dfc at busstop opposite cineleisure ... And we are performing on the 9th dec at the GYSB Boomz Concert!!

My cycling outing... We must do it again!!! Lol

Makan at JB ... really delicious!!!

Well jamming with bandse7en and our gig is just next week!!! Here's the thumbnail of the video I can't upload hahaha

Never mind the pose but our reaally seriousss weekly pract on Wednesdays... Lol
Till more ^_^

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Thursday, October 1, 2009
Friday, September 25, 2009
Back
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Thank you
well, moving on to another blog which is not blogger because i kind of want a blog name without my name in it LOL...
well... i just might update stuff here as well.. so stay tuned ^_^
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Bon Voyage
Well, we were prepared to shed buckets but we kind of spent the last moments laughing our hearts off taking photos with the M&M dispensers that the next minute when she left, we still had our smiles... except for meixin who already burst into tears..
Maybe the fact that she is coming back like soon like next June? Time seems to flash past really quickly and it's almost a year already...
Well, it has been a pretty eventful year.. Still remember when the clock strucked 12 on the 7th, I was at Nicole's wake... It's a pity that I would not be able to rush back on time for her memorial service but really, is what she has done that has left an eternity in our hearts... just like people who walk in and out of our lives.
One Di said that he has just walk out of people's lives just within a snap of a finger, but i beg to differ.
Our memories and emotions can't be erased just like that?! Sometimes memories are so vivid, it just leaves a deep imprint in our hearts... whether good or bad..
I just saved myself of a blog entry recently listening the song that was recommended, i can't help wonder that why people don't see the struggles we have within.. Maybe 'cos if they really see it, they probably would have a total different perspective of us!
Sighs just like the psychologist in NTU said that people are judging you with every photo u upload on the net, I was quite tempted to leave the really wrong camera angle photo taken by DD of me and SD which was really very yanzhong looking, when we were like standing like 2 shoulder arms width away!!
Jesus said,"Let him who is without sin cast the first stone"...
But it would really be much easier to avoid being having the person attempting to take the stone.
Just want to thank Aunt Evon for blessing me just to go for my long awaited holiday.. I wouldn't really count mission trips as a holiday cos we are on tight schedules cos half the time we are like memorising lyrics in foreign language or having the stress of song leading.. and we can't really just switch off the phone and enjoy every moment of it .. i guess the last holiday i really was also at the very same place but this time i believe it's like packed to the brim with many activities! i miss the minced meat with basil leave and chilli padi which is like just S$3 or so!!! I wonder how things have changed 'cos the last time i went there it was 2004 i think =.=
Dad called in time last night to wish me bon voyage.. really miss him loads...
Uncle saying he thought my lingerie entry was literal??!! YANZHONG....=.=
and he mentioned that my blog entries and usually happy??!
Haha maybe cos i choose to look on the brighter side of things.. that doesn't mean i am okay but just that i learn to give weight to words that are spoken by people who genuinely know what's going on and are true friends?
I don't really understand the rational of looking at the blog of someone you don't like cos you are like giving away time which is like part of your life to the person already loll
Uncle, this blog entry blunt enuff liao bo... =.=
F5
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Lingerie
You have different kinds of lingerie, sometimes cute, natural or even wild..according to your moods but you can't really let the whole world know or see...
Probably just your partner.
Sometimes you slip on your camisole and thought it would be fine to let people see the camisole with a jacket over but boyyy... the wrong person saw it and made it a mountain out of a molehill..
It's trendy nowadays to show your innerwear like camisole, spags with something else over so items like camisole stays in a grey area on whether isit a lingerie in the first place or just like another ordinary attire people wear on the outside.
Isit wrong for you to wear the camisole? No one can really measure it because of the different ammoral values and culture, but to slap a judgement over a person wearing it?
The bible says judge not or you will be judged.
What is the most valuable lesson learnt?
Lingerie is after all lingerie? OR really learn not to judge others lest you will be judged.
The former will still be debatable over the next 1000 yrs in different forms but the latter is for eternal.
I have decided to focus on what's in stored in heaven.
Meanwhile, uniqlo sells really nice cotton short sleeved tops... till the next time when they have nicer camisoles...
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Updates
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Trench buddies
When the whole world resounds a noise, sometimes I would just close my eyes cos I don't trust them anymore.. Using my spirit I cry out to God ... My trench buddy got trapped in the midst of the noise ... People all around are seemingly helping to search for my trench buddy but their noise is just simply a diversion.
During PM these people just pops into my mind..
PK, M & S
A ... I almost broke down in tears ... I thanked them while above all else was playing... Divine huh.. My daddy, my mom and my bro ... T28 flashed past ... No matter what others think or say, we do love God wholeheartedly and we love people fervently if not we wouldn't be in SOT in the first place and we wouldn't be working so hard in our ministries as well...
Well well, this must end in a lighter note .. Thank God for setting me free ... Though this week is a week of backstabs but I praying that God will give me the capacity to love these people though they just happily trample on the things I have tried to build for years...
See what the world is trying to do to you when you want to do something great...it's how misfortunate that one man's meat is another man's misfortune.
Saturday, August 8, 2009
When the music fades..
While somethings have ended, others are sprouting anew.
Keeping quiet watching my surrounding, my heart's desire renewed.
What's this pursuit that i have sought, when things have come to naught.
I pry open my eyes and i see a wounded soul.
i hid the tears and stories unfold.
Secrets of the past became a new stick to stir the present stories
I can feel the cold hit me.. What's the agenda i ponder.
If that makes you feel better, why the same traits have to come and bother me again.
What's with these TLP...
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Blogging on bed
Friday, July 31, 2009
Divine appointment…
WOW… What are the chances meeting the person going through the exact same thing with you and even the finest details are the same, with the correct music playing in the background when you both stop talking… like erm one in a billion!
It was really a divine meeting chill out coffee session which was totally unplanned for.. and the fact we decided to do it today… I can really see God’s humour in this but really.. we are like shrieking all the way while walking to Gloria’s and high fiving all the way at the traffic light.
It’s like God planted this meeting for us to share and I will be praying for you!!
Sighs… Enjoy life while we can huh.. we have so many things we wish to accomplish and when we are on stage it’s like nothing can stop us ^_^
Well.. we have 2 major differences but still.. jiayou okie..
we will update each other soon… think urs will change like erm.. days??! =.=
and one happy note. i can see WILBUR PAN!!!!!! this fri ^_^ haha can i have the dream like Fionna??? =b
I still have his first album can i like bring it for autograph?!! haha really liked his role in the “不良校花”
Team 28! The original one.. in 2 weeks time guess we would be parting our ways moving on to the next phase of our lives but i hope we can still stay in contact as much as possible!
My DIs.. Thanks for being there man! Jiayou the both of you okie.. You have my blessings.. LOL and stop hitting me! =.=
haha lurve this nerdy specs day.. and i din realise cons was in joyous perfection! hahaha
till i looked through the emerge website today..
haha our classroom style pic at batam.. i am still trying to upload all the pics on facebook lor… taking me days =.=
U are so pretty gal.. =.= i really dun think stick thin suits you just stay trim and fit and healthy! you have a nice heart and that will make you glow =)
你总爱编织谎言我负责配合表演
所有改变只为了进入你的世界
这情节重复了一百遍
才发现是你的心太野
你划定楚河汉界我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权
不自觉爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈
爱到妥协到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累
爱到妥协也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界
你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解不会变不再徘徊
开始自己的明天
…seems like most of my students are singing this song.. thanks to HK’s seasonal favourite song.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Miracle
Friday, July 17, 2009
Freedom
不要怕我會哭泣 早就在心底
想想你說過的話 其實我們不虛假
那就好吧 其實你對我不差
別對我食之無味 棄之可惜
雖然你還有感覺 但不是愛情
想想你說過的話 其實我們不虛假
那就好了吧 這些夠了呀
我們的愛情是秘密 不能成立
就算我愛你也不能夠說明
她在你身邊逗你開心
我只不過讓你歇斯底里
你就讓我跟著你 一起祕密
我們的事情說好不提起
讓我們 都能夠清晰 你和她是不變的定律
Saturday, July 11, 2009
SOUL FOOD
well, really thank God for the pack of sardines that gathered at a monkey bar watching a monkey perform lol...
Seriously... TF is entertaining throughout the night and the atmosphere just drops when he leaves the table =.=
Starting to feel a bit sad to think that SOT is coming to an end... Though we have endless assignments and i am barely down with my preaching exams and gulp ... my bible reading...
I just thank God for all that He has done in my life and though this period of time I really have no one to turn to but God, but i guess is Him who wired my heart this way to ponder about things in life and what He has set for me to accomplish...
It's really a bittersweet feeling and though i really don't know how all of this is going to turn out, but i trust in Him to show me a way.
I guess i was really upset how the inilah song turned out on friday because i was really touched by the presence of God just worshipping in my bedroom on thursday night.. tears just flooded my cheeks and i really wanted to pull down the same presence on fri morning but i really had to pull the whole team along =.=
I really understand how PK feel when we are not moving with Him.. the frustrations and the fact that being the Levites, the grace and anointing is upon us and we should really have a deeper revelation of the true reason of why we are serving God in ministry and not just go through the motion.
haha the result of SOT
But i still want my soul food.... Pls pray for my visa apps to go on smoothly and i really want to see where God wants to take me to in July..
going expo now..
kitty
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
PERSPECTIVE
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Time to update!!!
=.= my eyes are already closing actually and i have yet finish reading my notes for the mcq test tomolo!!!! hahaha
Had a really really looonngg practice today at Jurong West and i think i reached home around 12 plus close to 1am =.=
How have I been... F&N Commercial for DFC is up already!! haha wanted to talk about this long ago but we weren't supposed to say anything till it's on air..
and an angel got me a netbook.. and my advance birthday present ^_^ haha guess he is putting his treasure where his heart is but i just want to say another BIG THANK YOU to BB
Feeling kinda sad actually now that there's only 8 weeks left to SOT..
I am kind of slowly getting used to waking up that early ..though i crawl out of bed sometimes.. and want to head home rather than hanging out and have endless assignments to do..
but i really thank God for His divine time in everything.
I will miss my SOT peeps... Anamalie!!!
Tomorrow's the student gathering... and i have many interesting things to share with them!
Gotta go prepare it now.. meanwhile... check out photo updates on my facebook!
GOD BLESS
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Kitty’s latest updates
really really sad cos my laptop is down!!!!!!!
now i really need a new one… was admiring javius’s macbook pro during lesson today.. so cool man!!
Plus a handphone that doesn’t allow calls to come through sometimes is not really that helpful at all!
Today is one of the rare hour that i can just sit here and blog a bit before my next lesson commences.. there seems to be tons of work on hand and i dunno where to begin..
Pst Mike is amazing!!! really need to pray hard for tomolo though.. not sure how many songs i would need to sing till everyone is ministered! gonna be an exciting meeting tomolo… and i hope i can wake up earlier than usual… really no more $$ to waste on cabs… i took a cab to work and then realised that the student has cancelled his lesson yest..=.=
waiting for my free dinner from nana…
thinking of the new xinwang taiwan cafe!! gosh.. i really miss taiwan.. think the under 25s are going for one trip next month.. really miss the action!
there seems like a million things i want to do but i can’t have it at the same time.. i really want a breakthrough!
i prob have more entries if i stop telling myself i have to upload the photos as well too =b
so for photos everyone has to go to facebook i guess..
i started a new chinese blog at www.wretch.cc/blog/estellasia
i will write more abt singing and interesting things that happens in class .. and i am trying very hard to update..
God please give me a laptop so i can bring to class and blog more!!
Amen.
Friday, May 8, 2009
Kitty really busy
okie my faithful readers are complaining… sorry for the non updates man… i am still catching up on my readings and my assignment which is going to be due next mon!!!
SOT is really sxciting so far.. but i still learning how to stay awake sometimes =b Enjoy the presence of God though.. He helps to make the trip down boon lay worth it!
anyway.. my photo updates are now shifted to facebook and i will be starting my chinese blog for my students .. mainly puting up videos of them and sharing more stuff abt singing and performances..
till then…
Est @ Mac with SW and SX
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Kitty in an imperfect world
The imperfect world really scares me sometimes… the fake smiles, and the fact that people bother to act like they don’t mind while they do and in the end stabbing you in the back.. just like some weirdo that steps into your life and say they don’t like you…
Judge not or you will be judged…
But it just doesn’t make sense… well… let the truth come to light..
If only they can hear what xue qian has been going thru in korea. the training is so tough the artistes get beaten up if they sing wrongly.. wow.. while students here get the ‘royal’ treatment… they even complain if they get scolded for not practicing??!! complaining they are not learning anything is like .. duh??
Like wat Pst M said.. some things are caught.. not taught… esp for the practical side of the lesson.. of course theory if there is doubts.. ask till they are cleared? This subject is so abstract when i first learnt it i literally was stunned and left with many doubts even when i was taught by one of the best instructors ard. I just have to keep applying and observing how isit done..
being in this line so long… there is only one occurence where the student did more research at home and came with doubts so we could do more discussions abt it.. nowadays.. printing own lyrics is even hard???
observing the successful artistes last week made me realise something.. they are did their homework and their talents and dilligence matches up to become who they are…
like wat Jay said.. this place is too safe for people to work hard enough to make it in this industry…. watchng the Brit’s Got Talent finalists it made me realise the huge diff btw people there and here.. It’s either make it or break it there while most people here have tofu hearts…
This industry is not for the faint hearted..
If this is going to get me down the devil gotta try harder.
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Happy Kitty facing IT problems =.=
^_^ Word quota probably going to exceed one blog.. there are like a million thing i can update but i dunno where to begin! I should continue my blogging habit lest i get a blog diarrhoea….haha
The very first happy thing of yesterday is my starbucks given by BB… it;s been a while since i have that cos i was trying to save money$$ the last one i had was given by an Angel hehe..
hmm and the next very happy thing is i finally get to strike off my wish list.. i dun need the white creative headphones anymore cos BB got me a skullcandy!!! woohoooo!!!! Better than any other empty promises in the world and the most touching part is it cost like a third of BB’s pay =.=
ha ha and is also pretty treble which means i can do mixing with it! hee
=.= and now my phone is giving me problems… an angel please bless me with a phone.. preferably blackberry cos everyone is messaging free using the pins!!
and a keyboard =( think CL is getting irritated having to carry the heavy KORG and it’s not mine i kind of worried abt the wear and tear part.. no $$ to pay JJ.. sighz
and as i type this blog the cursor in my laptop keeps moving to random places and i have to retype…GOD!!!
is this like a joke all the electronic stuff ard me is breaking down……
even my nds can’t read the latest games and i have been trying to fix the prob but to no avail…
need a IT revival…
Friday, April 3, 2009
+.+
SOT started! and it’s the 4th day and i am already down with a fever ..hehe
Slept for a while just now and now my brain can’t seem to slow down and rest..
This sat would be our EP launch! wonder how many friends will come and buy…=)
after which we have rehearsals for Laoshi’s concert and now rehearsing for CSS as well!! Finals on the 12th apr which is Easter..sighz…can’t attend i guess
Then we have filming.. then we have sheng shiong next mon…
Na was saying: ‘you really trying to stretch your limits huh…” she was mentioning that the word Capacity really pops out to her this week and i guess it will be a test for every single one of us at SOT..
I am trying very hard to stay awake.. though the ministry times are really good.. Presence of God is strong and memories of mission trip starts to flood back… Singing p n w and hearing the word every single day .. isn’t it just like like in TW ? except after that i get to go shilin ye shi while i have jamming till late nights here =.=
With that thought.. suddenlly it din seem that difficult after all… except till when the assignments start piling..
We get to sign a Code of Conduct which apparently last for a lifetime.. hehe well… I guess it’s all good especially when this period would be a time to tear down all the false walls of denial and let God enter in..
Although PD’s drawing was really amusing but isn’t it so true that sometimes we let Holy Spirit be in us but it’s compartmentalised till some areas are somehow left untouched even by God.. For He is a gentle spirit which doesn’t want to impose on us what He wants for us.. I guess i have been escaping some truths but i feel very encouraged that there’s someone behind me encouraging me as well every single day =)
till then…
XOXO
Friday, March 20, 2009
WOW….
=.= without much luck, my new blog template barely lasted for days without Angel messaging me.. “ what happened to your blog??”
Phew… if everyone can see my apr schedule.. it looks something like this…
this does not even include my teaching and serving schedules, not to even mention SOT>..
well…. please pray for me!! Going to run on God –powered batteries….
DFC EP is going to be out on the 4th APRIL!!!
We have a few events on that day and do give you utmost support if you have been rooting for us since the days of SUPERBAND..
think when the IR is up the floating stage will look much nicer!!!
it’s a luxury to just sit down and eat nowadays… so i can’t help but take pics of HKC and mustafa!
I really need like more time to upload all the pics and videos i took… till then…
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Lee Bros Concert
well, this event will keep me really busy for these 2 months!
really glad to have the opportunity to sing for our beloved teachers and we are going to see the stars up close and personal!! SHOW!!!! hehe
we might be donning stage crew apparels which is the one of the many things i am looking forward too…
well in school now..with twitts is not hard to tell our whereabouts nowadays when we can summarise it in a sentence.. anyway the windies are working very hard to make sure there is no chemical reactions and that the production will go on smoothly..
till 4th apr…..
Friday, March 6, 2009
Brand New Template
Trying to test out a font that can appear in all browsers in all comps cos i realised the font turns out differently in the office comp =.=
Guess i have progressed to a blogging rookie from a blogging idiot.. thaha… managed to figure out the html page and htarted editing since 6am.. yah u din see wrongly .. and NOT because i din sleep but i woke up early and manage to stay awake till now..
Think there’s still room for improvement cos notepad is kinda tiny.. thus from now onwards all my updates will have tiny pics.. =b
pls tag your comments friends! hehe.. yes June i will try to update more.. guess i will be more motivated to do so now…
P.S. Found out from friends that the Blackberry Curve is only 2.5G.. thus i am wishing for a Blackberry Bold now…
p.p.s.still a bit lazy to upload my pics since now people tag instantly on facebook with their blackberries!!! so please go to my facebook page for photo updates!
=.= time to start work.. parts here i come!!!!
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Blogging
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Photo Updates..
Watched Benjamin Button with my new fave peeps which was totally a tear jerker at the end and guess this update is going backwards as well!!









