PERSPECTIVE

what is the thing that matters most to you?

What others think or say, or really.. just pleasing the one and only VIP .. GOD

It may sound easy but it's hard sometimes cause like what the bible say life and death lies in the tongue. Whatever you confess to yourself and say to others bring life and death, no doubt about it.

Sorry, but mean words with no edification or correction would simply fall to the ground. No one is perfect. I may have a splint in my eye but you may have a plank in yours.

In another 5 weeks SOT will be coming to an end... i guess we gain some but we lose some as well..

There are many unforgettable moments during these 5 months.

During the first 2 weeks i was trying my best to pull myself out of bed and stay awake.. till now my eyes are wide opened but shut at the same time.. haha

I will miss praying and holy laughing with steph and regi.. giving words of knowledge and prophesying!! woohoo~~

my sardine gang who i went out on a few occasions and traveled down town with them. really funny classmates like toilet friend can make your day !

the sot SLs... for sticking it thru thick and thin... haha

my beloved musos.. ALLEMILIE! Robert Sia...

well.. this is a time i got to play the keys finally for p&w.. indeed God works in mysterious ways

and He has a divine time for everything. I understand how team1 feels when you know you have a gift or talent that seems God given, but God has not decided to use it yet..

Like my dream of playing stagea in heaven, I would think that was it.. the end.. until God used me in a bigger way doing what i am doing now.. (though i still think ultimately i will be contented playing stagea in heaven) but right now, it doesn't seem to be the time for it. And God kind of turned my plan B or rather what i never thought of into His plan A ...

It's tough along the way, the moulding process, coming to a point where ur life is under scrutiny, like you are a super being. Being someone whom others perceive so differently as one's true self is never easy. And it's even harder to find friends who truly understand and know or rather, allow you to be who you are.

Since few years ago, my life has taken a direction which i realise i never expect it to be and now moving on those things i have persistently clung on to seems to pale in comparison what God has promised me.

The solution is by constantly depending on GOD!

till then..

Kitty