SOUL FOOD

I think i really need a break of some sort... i need to catch a movie! chill and just sleep!!!

well, really thank God for the pack of sardines that gathered at a monkey bar watching a monkey perform lol...
Seriously... TF is entertaining throughout the night and the atmosphere just drops when he leaves the table =.=

Starting to feel a bit sad to think that SOT is coming to an end... Though we have endless assignments and i am barely down with my preaching exams and gulp ... my bible reading...

I just thank God for all that He has done in my life and though this period of time I really have no one to turn to but God, but i guess is Him who wired my heart this way to ponder about things in life and what He has set for me to accomplish...

It's really a bittersweet feeling and though i really don't know how all of this is going to turn out, but i trust in Him to show me a way.
I guess i was really upset how the inilah song turned out on friday because i was really touched by the presence of God just worshipping in my bedroom on thursday night.. tears just flooded my cheeks and i really wanted to pull down the same presence on fri morning but i really had to pull the whole team along =.=
I really understand how PK feel when we are not moving with Him.. the frustrations and the fact that being the Levites, the grace and anointing is upon us and we should really have a deeper revelation of the true reason of why we are serving God in ministry and not just go through the motion.

haha the result of SOT

But i still want my soul food.... Pls pray for my visa apps to go on smoothly and i really want to see where God wants to take me to in July..

going expo now..
kitty

PERSPECTIVE

what is the thing that matters most to you?

What others think or say, or really.. just pleasing the one and only VIP .. GOD

It may sound easy but it's hard sometimes cause like what the bible say life and death lies in the tongue. Whatever you confess to yourself and say to others bring life and death, no doubt about it.

Sorry, but mean words with no edification or correction would simply fall to the ground. No one is perfect. I may have a splint in my eye but you may have a plank in yours.

In another 5 weeks SOT will be coming to an end... i guess we gain some but we lose some as well..

There are many unforgettable moments during these 5 months.

During the first 2 weeks i was trying my best to pull myself out of bed and stay awake.. till now my eyes are wide opened but shut at the same time.. haha

I will miss praying and holy laughing with steph and regi.. giving words of knowledge and prophesying!! woohoo~~

my sardine gang who i went out on a few occasions and traveled down town with them. really funny classmates like toilet friend can make your day !

the sot SLs... for sticking it thru thick and thin... haha

my beloved musos.. ALLEMILIE! Robert Sia...

well.. this is a time i got to play the keys finally for p&w.. indeed God works in mysterious ways

and He has a divine time for everything. I understand how team1 feels when you know you have a gift or talent that seems God given, but God has not decided to use it yet..

Like my dream of playing stagea in heaven, I would think that was it.. the end.. until God used me in a bigger way doing what i am doing now.. (though i still think ultimately i will be contented playing stagea in heaven) but right now, it doesn't seem to be the time for it. And God kind of turned my plan B or rather what i never thought of into His plan A ...

It's tough along the way, the moulding process, coming to a point where ur life is under scrutiny, like you are a super being. Being someone whom others perceive so differently as one's true self is never easy. And it's even harder to find friends who truly understand and know or rather, allow you to be who you are.

Since few years ago, my life has taken a direction which i realise i never expect it to be and now moving on those things i have persistently clung on to seems to pale in comparison what God has promised me.

The solution is by constantly depending on GOD!

till then..

Kitty

Time to update!!!

My bad... sorry for not updating..

=.= my eyes are already closing actually and i have yet finish reading my notes for the mcq test tomolo!!!! hahaha
Had a really really looonngg practice today at Jurong West and i think i reached home around 12 plus close to 1am =.=

How have I been... F&N Commercial for DFC is up already!! haha wanted to talk about this long ago but we weren't supposed to say anything till it's on air..
and an angel got me a netbook.. and my advance birthday present ^_^ haha guess he is putting his treasure where his heart is but i just want to say another BIG THANK YOU to BB
Feeling kinda sad actually now that there's only 8 weeks left to SOT..
I am kind of slowly getting used to waking up that early ..though i crawl out of bed sometimes.. and want to head home rather than hanging out and have endless assignments to do..
but i really thank God for His divine time in everything.
I will miss my SOT peeps... Anamalie!!!

Tomorrow's the student gathering... and i have many interesting things to share with them!
Gotta go prepare it now.. meanwhile... check out photo updates on my facebook!

GOD BLESS

Kitty’s latest updates

really really sad cos my laptop is down!!!!!!!

now i really need a new one… was admiring javius’s macbook pro during lesson today.. so cool man!!

Plus a handphone that doesn’t allow calls to come through sometimes is not really that helpful at all!

Today is one of the rare hour that i can just sit here and blog a bit before my next lesson commences.. there seems to be tons of work on hand and i dunno where to begin..

Pst Mike is amazing!!! really need to pray hard for tomolo though.. not sure how many songs i would need to sing till everyone is ministered! gonna be an exciting meeting tomolo… and i hope i can wake up earlier than usual… really no more $$ to waste on cabs… i took a cab to work and then realised that the student has cancelled his lesson yest..=.=

waiting for my free dinner from nana…

thinking of the new xinwang taiwan cafe!! gosh.. i really miss taiwan.. think the under 25s are going for one trip next month.. really miss the action!

there seems like a million things i want to do but i can’t have it at the same time.. i really want a breakthrough!

i prob have more entries if i stop telling myself i have to upload the photos as well too =b

so for photos everyone has to go to facebook i guess..

i started a new chinese blog at www.wretch.cc/blog/estellasia

i will write more abt singing and interesting things that happens in class .. and i am trying very hard to update..

 

God please give me a laptop so i can bring to class and blog more!!

Amen.

Kitty really busy

okie my faithful readers are complaining… sorry for the non updates man… i am still catching up on my readings and my assignment which is going to be due next mon!!!

SOT is really sxciting so far.. but i still learning how to stay awake sometimes =b Enjoy the presence of God though.. He helps to make the trip down boon lay worth it!

anyway.. my photo updates are now shifted to facebook and i will be starting my chinese blog for my students .. mainly puting up videos of them and sharing more stuff abt singing and performances..

till then…

Est @ Mac with  SW and SX

Kitty in an imperfect world

The imperfect world really scares me sometimes… the fake smiles, and the fact that people bother to act  like they don’t mind while they do  and in the end stabbing you in the back.. just like some weirdo that steps into your life and say they don’t like you…

Judge not or you will be judged…

But it just doesn’t make sense… well… let the truth come to light..

If only they can  hear what xue qian has been going thru in korea. the training is so tough the artistes get beaten up if they sing wrongly.. wow.. while students here get the ‘royal’ treatment… they  even complain if they get scolded for not practicing??!! complaining they are not learning anything is like .. duh??

Like wat Pst M said.. some things are caught.. not taught… esp for the practical side of the lesson.. of course theory if there is doubts.. ask till they are cleared? This subject is so abstract when i first learnt it i literally was stunned and left with many doubts even when i was taught by one of the best instructors ard. I just have to keep applying and observing how isit done..

being in this line so long… there is only one occurence where the student did more research at home and came with doubts so we could do more discussions abt it.. nowadays.. printing own lyrics is even hard???

observing the successful artistes last week made me realise something.. they are did their homework and their talents and dilligence matches up to become who they are…

like wat Jay said.. this place is too safe for people to work hard enough to make it in this industry…. watchng the Brit’s Got Talent finalists  it made me realise the huge diff btw people there and here.. It’s either make it or break it there while most people here have tofu hearts…

This industry is not for the faint hearted..

If this is going to get me down the devil  gotta try harder.

 

Happy Kitty facing IT problems =.=

^_^ Word quota probably going to exceed one blog.. there are like a million thing i can update but i dunno where to begin! I should continue my blogging habit lest i get a blog diarrhoea….haha

The very first happy thing of yesterday is my starbucks  given by BB… it;s been a while since i have that  cos i was trying to save money$$ the last one i had was given by an Angel hehe..

hmm and the next very happy thing is i finally get to strike off my wish list.. i dun need the white creative headphones anymore cos BB got me a skullcandy!!! woohoooo!!!! Better than any other empty promises in the world and the most touching part is it cost like a third of  BB’s pay =.=

ha ha and is also pretty treble which means i can do mixing with it! hee

=.= and now my phone is giving me problems… an angel please bless me with a phone.. preferably blackberry cos everyone is messaging free using the pins!!

and a keyboard =( think CL is getting irritated having to carry the heavy KORG and it’s not mine i kind of worried abt the wear and tear part.. no $$ to pay JJ.. sighz

and as i type this blog the cursor in my laptop keeps moving to random places and  i have to retype…GOD!!!

is this like a joke all the electronic stuff ard me is breaking down……

even my nds can’t read the latest games and i have been trying to fix the prob but to no avail…

need a IT revival…