Been really sick for awhile and i am still on medication...
What a year.... seems that after my birthday... the twist of events seems to be too overwhelming...
To begin with... at the strike of 12 on my birthday, i was sitted at a friend's wake.. She's greatly missed.... Her beautiful voice and her unforgettable smile.. Guess she really encourages me alot with her gungho attitude towards life despite what she has been through...
Been reflecting alot about everything... Guess i have lots more to work on... ...
Dad's going to be away for a while... what will happen to us? I still can't bear to think about what's going to happen this coming year..
My only encouragement is genuine friends who are not two faced people that say one thing and mean the other... i am seriously sick of people hiding truths behind me, or pretending to be an angel then stab me from behind...
If you really know what's going on in my life you would realise i am wounded enough... please give me a break...
Thanks Panda... you know the right way to comfort me... i really appreciate all that you have done..
Waiting for real angels to save me....
on a lighter note... thanks for lovely peeps that remembered my special day and celebrated for me!! really appreaciate all of youuu....
