Saturday, November 17, 2007

Monday, November 12, 2007

There's no condemnation in Christ

Romans 7:21 - 8:2

" It seems to be a fact of life that when I want to do what is right, I inevitably do what is wrong. I love God's law with all my heart. But there is another law at work within me that is at war with my mind. THis law wins the fight and makes me a slave to the sin that is still within me. Oh, what a miserable person I am! Who will free me from this life that is dominated by sin? Thank God! The answer is in Jesus Christ our Lord. So you see how it is: In my mind I really want to obey God's law, but because of my sinful nature I am a slave to sin. So now there is no condemnation for those who belong to Christ Jesus. For the power of the life-giving Spirit has freed you through Christ Jesus from the power of sin that leads to death."

Thank God i live not to please man but God. You may be a singer, a dancer, usher, security.. which ever ministry you are, you help to build God a great house. Greater responsibilty when eyes are watching.. but we are still human. Who are we to judge each others' imperfection? I decided to hold my peace.

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蒲公英的约定

小学篱笆边的 蒲公英
是记忆里 有味道 的风景
午睡操场 传来蝉 的声音
多少年后 也还是 很好听
将愿望 折纸飞机 寄成信
因为我们 等不到 那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道 到底能 去哪里

一起长大的约定
那样清晰
打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今
唯一坚持的任性

在走廊上罚站打手心
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
很多的梦在等待着进行

一起长大的约定
那样真心
与你聊不完 的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情
还是错过的爱情

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人们多向往类似简单纯真的爱。
可是,现实有时比连续剧还复杂。 迷茫。
为何话中有话。。。为何越亲近的人伤的越深。。。 固执是你的绰号。
我学会不需要认同。但是, 我毕竟是人。 我只需要一位能接纳我一切的朋友。能替我加油打气。 不要让我以为你是撒旦。 在我艰苦地往上爬时揣我一脚,在我等待祝福的时候加重我身上的包袱。
被利用而被欺骗的滋味已经不好受。我看没人发现我也是受害者。。虽然自找。。但已无路可逃。。我恍然发现, 上一次被拥抱,被安抚的时候竟然似乎等于零。幸好有耶稣。 是他让我的生命有意义和我前进的推动力。你曾想过你存在的意义吗?

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Fourth Dimension

Been dreaming a lot........ from day dreaming to vivid dreams at night... last wed i was literally having insomnia and made myself wake up early to attend nageb's class... but i ended up skipping isorg...


went for a free makeover today @ Dior
haha is not the adobe photoshop but the photographer (according to him)
interesting experience but i really got to stop thinking my eyes are closing.... =b unfortuately i can't keep all the 20 over shots.. sighs.. thought i looked weird though in some of them how did those strange expression on the face come abt...

Feli was back!!!!

had a great time catching up.. really missed having her ard and it's been awhile since i catched up with lb and ally..... i think i am sharing same sentiments as lb... questions like "are u alright?" are super irritating.. after some time... are we supposed to sink into depression or wat... "how's everything?" is like as though we haven been busy working as usual........ especially if the same people that ask do not share when the tables are turned.

the three of us went for makan again on sat haha... the thought of visit that indo restaurant made me full.. but true enough... i was digging in yet feeling really bloated at the same time towards the end.. the soup is irresistible! plus the rendang is super tender to me... and the special chilli sauce!!! yummy... plus all those "adult talk" that i am not supposed to hear.. hahaha... amazed, amused, astonished.... my lb and gm were like stand up comedians for the night...

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been overtiming @ LWS recently.. however me and huan cheng agreed that last night was one of the first night in many years we are stuck in school waiting for the rain to stop before we can go home!!!! the lightning was frightening ! only ah boy dares to speak on the mobile ......
and today was helping out with our next big boy band... representing Singapore!!! hahaha lots of events coming up in dec!.. really busy this time round...
1) Be a Star opening performance
2) S Pop school performance
3) Carolling
4) Solfege !! Meeting!!
5) lots of rescheduling to do...

plus the move to the west... i hope everything will work out fine..

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BF is back again!!!!!! really excited this time.. i really hope for a breakthrough in evrything...SPECIFIC!!!
expecting a harvest...

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din even had time to eat today until the last class... gobbled down my fish soup and then showed SS another demo... now i owe 5 demos in total!! meeting hc for a overnight demo recording session.. if possible..hahaha
sighz.. looks like my whole deepavali is half packed with rescheduling...

really feel like meeting mommy j for the korean food too.. but i can't eat cabbage anymore sighz..

I need 48 hours a day.