Happy Birthday MAVIS!!!!!! + UPDATES

tried to act like there wasn't any surprise in office the whole day.. hahaha we all ended up at Dan Ryan's... a place which i never been for years... even till the oyster shooters are no longer available..=(

Went to catch 10,000 BC with boy and ms.. prior to that was WII @ emax with chiarie as well.. hehe u can catch the video i uploaded on youtube =b

I think the movie of the month is probable Sky of Love...

Well... not exactly the exact tearjerker due to the really funny lines .... but some parts of it kinda nailed my feelings exactly...
Random thoughts..
- must it always be that case... saying things u dun really mean... making both parties upset and causing further misunderstanding...
- i guess no matter how much u hide, time will only show where ur true feelings lie.. why bother trying to deceive urself and ending up hurting people near u...
- the sick person trying to drive the loved one away plot is really old and =.= but dunno why people will still use it..
- haha people that will watch it many times and cry over it prob have real life experiences..
- girls like bad guys? not that good guys are a bore.. but maybe when the boldness is used in a correct way bad guys win...

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压抑的心情不能平复
事实毕竟已摆在眼前
又回到原点
得到了不少
但失去了刻苦铭心
泪撒落无数夜晚
也无法挽回

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‘Scars (Stronger for Life)’ by Corrinne May

I just want to run
Just want to hide away
Close my eyes to your gaze
Just want to leave
Don’t want to hear them say
“You’re no good at this”

When the world swirls with naysayers
Broken wings and torn pages
The road ahead
Drowning in my tears

Break me open
Tear me down
Into pieces
Broken crumbs
On the ground
You can mould and shape me
In your image
Breathe your life
You know I need it
Scars make us stronger for life

Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness
All that I am
All that I’m meant to be
Melting in your hand

Let the world swirl with naysayers
Pickled hearts and sour faces
What is real is what I cannot see

Cut away
All within me
That won’t bear fruit
Cut away
All within me

Scars make us stronger for life

*****

If not for GOD... is there really a purpose in life?
Any idea why humans have to go through all this pain and torment... coming together, and separating?
Why all we on this earth in the first place?
Do we really have a choice in life?
haha if you have these questions in ur head, come to SOT ..hahahaha

but on a serious note, HE has been what that has kept me going... ...
HE made me look at the positive side of every situation i went through..
HE never gave me up despite times of trials and testings..
HE loved me unconditionally...accepting all my weaknesses and used my strengths to bless other people
HE helped me become a better person.
HE is with me ALL the time...
HE is smart.
HE definitely must be good looking 'cos no human being can withstand His glory..
HE works in ways no human can to cheer me up and lend me a listening ear whenever i feel like complaining...
HE is my best companion...

THANK GOD....

counting down to exams....