XOXO ... ... 2009

HAPPY MOO YEAR to everyone!!!

2009 so far has been a yr of awakening...

New serial watched: Gossip Girl
-The dvd casing did not seem that interesting but it turned out more and more people around me watched it and seems that it really appeals to teens..
-The content might be deemed inappropriate but it may be quite real to some extend.. other than the Upper East siders extravagant lifestyle and the place they live in... is like wow...
-Watched the 2 seasons already and waiting for the latest episodes to come...

Was in a book reading craze the last few months but momentum for it seemed to have dropped again...

Latest NDS game played : Puzzle Bobble... hahahah getting quite good at it so maybe next time i can use one token and last the whole game in arcade...

That was appetizers and now the main course...

DFC working on our music projects and we hope to bring to you good music soon..
Still working out details but really praying for how it will all work out cos it will lead to the next big question..

SOT? Already Fuchen and Youcong has signed up... i really missed studying but still dunno whether the former will clash in certain events...=.=

I miss TAIWAN and FUKUOKA... so far whenever i wished it happened one way or another but i really miss these places alot... so i wish again....

SONGS!! How melodies can be taken away from you shows how God uses others if you don't do anything about it...*_*

The latest revelation is about how God was Shang Di that all China people worshipped during 2,500 BC already! The intrinsic way the chinese characters revealed stories from the bible was mind blowing as well.. Enuff said...

Started exercising today! walked half an hour from mac east coast to old town cafe and i cycled! for 2 hours with people amazingly gathered in this combination.. couldn't have imagined before but everything's possible with God.. love ya all ^_^
The breeze was really cooling and i kinda love cycling now... want to do it again and again!! Nature is certainly God's way of speaking to me!

Will be uploading more pics but my hp's file transfer seems to malfunction all the time... guess i have to wait for people to tag me on facebook again...


haha till then...

p.s thanks panda for that 'surprise' place you took me just now.. kinda scary to go in that hour which i chickened out and wanted to head home.. but thanks for trying..hahahahhha

p.p.s. changeling is nice!!! but i really felt like throwing watever i have at the captain!!!! very provoking!! rawr...

Christmasy

Christmas is coming around the corner!!!
Wow time really flies when i thought of Christmas last year...

I always enjoy the candlelight services ...especially at the part when after the drama we light up the candles and pass on the light... the effect at Expo would be the most astounding as we sing O Holy Night and Silent Night.. the sudden calming effect and atmosphere seems to transport us back to more then 2000 years ago when Christ was born.. W.O.W...

Christmas is always the season when you walk along Orchard Rd.. You will really want to walk it down with your loved ones to experience that magical atmosphere together...
Every year is a different experience for me... Looking back, most of it i remember .. the crazy photo taking with friends and cg mates have been really fun...

Hehe usually I would come up with a Christmas wish list.. but i decided to come up with something really different this year...
WHAT I WILL GIVE MY FRIENDS IF I AM A MILLIONAIRE

1) Starting with My Family... I will buy an apartment of course... complete with Christmas tree and a fake fireplace..okie maybe not the fake fireplace but i want my Christmas tree back... many years ago some funny bro thought the glass christmas balls were chocolate balls and he bit it and went hospital. The next day, the christmas disappeared from my house...

2) Panda.. erm... I guess you want a Mac Book Pro and PSP and a brand new PRADA wallet.. No problem! Use my cheque book =b

3) Shan.. IMAC. But you will be my personal sound engineer help me make my demos..haha

4) N307.. Sorry i really dun remember the new number again... E348? 384? =.=
Every one's wish list on the gift exchange...hahaha

5) All close gal friends will get something from Tiff and Co.and guys will get erm... psp? or Hugo Boss?

I knew I can spend my million in a day =b

So please pray for me to become a billionaire..




Another great Christmas drama coming up! On 24th and 25th of Dec.. Do msg me if you are interested to come =)

Old 2 with BY2 ...hahaha



Pantty found this cool place that sells the best Mango shaved ice next to Shilin Ye Shi!!!
At Far East Level One... They give cool names to the different flavours as well ..hehe

The mood to take photos are back again... watch out folks..haha




A fellow blogger sits next to another one so the former gets shock being in the latter's candid photo.. hahaha

Reminiscence

1: apprehension of a Platonic idea as if it had been known in a previous existence2 a: recall to mind of a long-forgotten experience or fact b: the process or practice of thinking or telling about past experiences3 a: a remembered experience b: an account of a memorable experience —often used in plural4: something so like another as to be regarded as an unconscious repetition, imitation, or survival

synonyms see memory

wow... 2008 is coming to an end quickly... my apologies dear viewers... time has passed so quickly that it's kinda scary... and so many things has happened for the past few months... where am i heading??

My revelation from playing Mario DS ..hehe 

After getting stuck at level 8 for days... i kind of forgot about the cheat code button at the bottom of the start page and thus i gave it a try... and wow... suddenly i could be invincible, jump as high till the extend i can stay afloat and i can kill all the jumping tortoises and mushrooms effortlessly.. i seem to have 99 lives all the time but i still get killed if i fall into the fire or get squashed by stones... something i will be really cautious of usually while playing the game... 

Like spiderman's uncle's saying.."with great power comes great responsibilties..."

You know how the bible tells us of the all the mistakes the biblical characters made and wise man Solomon's proverbs enables and empowers us the ability not to go the route to destruction, but us men thinking we grew smarter turned greedy and wanted more... ended up with the same route again....

we don't seem to totally internalise the word at all ... Because of Adam, everyone has the sin nature to go wayward (not murdering robbing kind, but lying, being unforgiving etc.) which happened almost every other day....

Sometimes we can't even forgive ourselves but only Someone even greater than our existence can... 

That's the reason why everyone has a void in the heart thinking that there's is a power greater than ourselves out there... 

I never believe in the Big Bang cos it's really too much of a coincidence for my existence...  and the evolution theory? yah... why by now i don't have wings and can fly cos i think is more convenient for us to travel that way.. 

That's why I chose Jesus.. His story has no loophole as yet... if not the whole Christian faith would crumble..  His presence is strongly felt and miracles and wonders are still happening... enuff said.

I am pretty much logical and straightforward person... sometimes being straightforward you tend to hurt others easily... but i still cry easily watching drama or romantic movies... I built up a wall trying to be strong in times of adversities but i really wish i could just let down my guard and pour out all my feeling without getting hurt... 

I really want to thank a friend who i let into my life... Without him i wouldn't realise what i am building but i am really learning how to trust another human being... 

and even Jesus...through many things i have learnt through times of adversity .. just like gold, purity is tested through fire... 

would it really withstand the testing of fire or would it just crumble overnight? only time will tell.......

to fill in the gap of the past 2 months...here are some highlights through my camera phone...

the dfc gals at our drummer zhenzhen's birthday celebration with superband mates...

me wearing a mui look alike top with mui at the golden hit awards..haha

me with peach's glasses ..testing them for fun after bumping into hk and her at cine..

my beloved UV 169 students practicing for their exam... their videos coming up real soon...

haha two chiongsters at shokudo.. 

really happy for dear june and brandon tying the knot ! haha same expression on our faces.. speechlessly happy =)

it was a great AC conference!!! parting moments with Panda and June...  somehow.. i only have 2 photos of it in my camera...=.=

Thank you Panda!!! =) My best friend and companion!! huhuhuhuhuuuuu 

Here are shots i like ....

at starbucks Changi Airport....

and my fave parting shot...........

  LOL

Cloud Nine

There's many things I can thank God for....

At least I don't stay in a roach infested home like the show on Mon night...

At least I am not in one of those mud made slums in Africa...

PK's message on fourth dimension living is really powerful...

If even distilled water can form crystals just based on the words we say , think , believe and see ...

and with our body made up of 70% water... Can you imagine the power of everyone's thoughts and words??!!

Something happened just hours ago... I just can't help but react this way... Sometimes the past still haunts you and you just have to remind yourself the situation is really much different each time...  Love conquers all ...... Agape love at least....

Really happy for Kelly's new album launch!!! some how i think it will turn out great!!

Many thoughts but think time to zzzzzzzzzzzzz.... More updates soon!! =)

I want to be a millionaire...

Hehe who does not?

Was skimming true Forbes magazine and there are like 400 BILLIONAIRES in US... =.=

Dropping out 1 million accidentally from their pockets could just be so easy...

They tithe a million??? WOW... wish i can do that....

Just like King Solomon in bible times right.. he can build a temple made of gold.. all by himself...

Unfortunately i was born with a silver spoon in my mouth which din last for long till my bro was born.........

Guess I have been through the best and worst times...

Praying for my dad now.. hope everything would turn out fine... Just want to thank the angels that popped by occasionally... can't thank them enough...

Last week was really pretty tiring.. I din really get to rest at all ever since SB finals ended cos the next 2 days i taught HC sabbaticals in my school which is like 6 hours in a row but guess what.. my fellow SB mates turned students haha Jon and Hiroshi..!! Hehe really feel like uploading their end products cos it's pretty hilarious teaching them ...
J is really like a young CL in terms of his lameness haha and H is like a young HK-san...

And then... I had a real action packed wed evening rushing to and fro and my wallet felt a strong pinch $$ ..hate taking cabs like that nowadays.. been really trying to avoid but sighz.. no one can help me.. one could but.. sigh
Panda could attend PM while i had to miss it in the end... sianz... =.=

Panda is out almost every night these two weeks =)
We went to have dessert at 2am (name of the dessert bar) and happened to order his favourite dark chocolate.. and he was laughing to himself so happily you would think he found gold...

THANK YOU FRIENDS ^_^

Thanks for all dear friends who messaged me words of encouragement and those who really called and support DFC in our very last round of Superband ...

We are already glad that we are able to present all 4 songs which we painstakingly prepared over the weeks... including all the rehearsal, imaging, consultation, video shoots and stuff which made me soooo tired that i will hit the sack zzzz once i reach home every night for the past weeks... which is why this blog is kinda neglected for a while =.=

Really want to thank friends who supported DFC ALL THE WAY!
Been falling quite sick as well for the previous weeks and was feeling pretty drained.. Other than getting the strength from God, i realised every single sms and true genuine affirmation from friends really counted... My sources of motivation...

Panda and Zhen zhen might know what i am really getting at.. of course there are some disappointments.. but i am trying very hard not to do a "Fann Wong" moment... (the famous one liner where she said, 'we are just colleagues, not friends' )

Well.. true friendship prevails... lets see the peeps who have been appearing in my camera these moments...


Well.. That was us at imaging for SF3.. one of our best performance!! where we were all moved to tears after hearing the judges comment =)

While waiting for the other groups to finish the photo shoot...


Well, how can I look so pretty without the help of their magic hands?!! a big thank you to AW and Mel for helping us look great on screen for months !!!


Girl power!!


Our final family potrait... we were reminded of Narnia when we wore this outfit.. (=.= din know CL hid behind me and zhenzhen ... how to see ur prada suit bro... tsktsk )

DFC ROCKS!!!

Life....

It's been a while since i last updated..

Been really sick for awhile and i am still on medication...

What a year.... seems that after my birthday... the twist of events seems to be too overwhelming...

To begin with... at the strike of 12 on my birthday, i was sitted at a friend's wake.. She's greatly missed.... Her beautiful voice and her unforgettable smile.. Guess she really encourages me alot with her gungho attitude towards life despite what she has been through...

Been reflecting alot about everything... Guess i have lots more to work on... ...

Dad's going to be away for a while... what will happen to us? I still can't bear to think about what's going to happen this coming year..

My only encouragement is genuine friends who are not two faced people that say one thing and mean the other... i am seriously sick of people hiding truths behind me, or pretending to be an angel then stab me from behind...

If you really know what's going on in my life you would realise i am wounded enough... please give me a break...

Thanks Panda... you know the right way to comfort me... i really appreciate all that you have done..

Waiting for real angels to save me....

on a lighter note... thanks for lovely peeps that remembered my special day and celebrated for me!! really appreaciate all of youuu....