私の内部の思考: Reminiscence

1: apprehension of a Platonic idea as if it had been known in a previous existence2 a: recall to mind of a long-forgotten experience or fact b: the process or practice of thinking or telling about past experiences3 a: a remembered experience b: an account of a memorable experience —often used in plural4: something so like another as to be regarded as an unconscious repetition, imitation, or survival

synonyms see memory

wow... 2008 is coming to an end quickly... my apologies dear viewers... time has passed so quickly that it's kinda scary... and so many things has happened for the past few months... where am i heading??

My revelation from playing Mario DS ..hehe

After getting stuck at level 8 for days... i kind of forgot about the cheat code button at the bottom of the start page and thus i gave it a try... and wow... suddenly i could be invincible, jump as high till the extend i can stay afloat and i can kill all the jumping tortoises and mushrooms effortlessly.. i seem to have 99 lives all the time but i still get killed if i fall into the fire or get squashed by stones... something i will be really cautious of usually while playing the game...

Like spiderman's uncle's saying.."with great power comes great responsibilties..."

You know how the bible tells us of the all the mistakes the biblical characters made and wise man Solomon's proverbs enables and empowers us the ability not to go the route to destruction, but us men thinking we grew smarter turned greedy and wanted more... ended up with the same route again....

we don't seem to totally internalise the word at all ... Because of Adam, everyone has the sin nature to go wayward (not murdering robbing kind, but lying, being unforgiving etc.) which happened almost every other day....

Sometimes we can't even forgive ourselves but only Someone even greater than our existence can...

That's the reason why everyone has a void in the heart thinking that there's is a power greater than ourselves out there...

I never believe in the Big Bang cos it's really too much of a coincidence for my existence... and the evolution theory? yah... why by now i don't have wings and can fly cos i think is more convenient for us to travel that way..

That's why I chose Jesus.. His story has no loophole as yet... if not the whole Christian faith would crumble.. His presence is strongly felt and miracles and wonders are still happening... enuff said.

I am pretty much logical and straightforward person... sometimes being straightforward you tend to hurt others easily... but i still cry easily watching drama or romantic movies... I built up a wall trying to be strong in times of adversities but i really wish i could just let down my guard and pour out all my feeling without getting hurt...

I really want to thank a friend who i let into my life... Without him i wouldn't realise what i am building but i am really learning how to trust another human being...

and even Jesus...through many things i have learnt through times of adversity .. just like gold, purity is tested through fire...

would it really withstand the testing of fire or would it just crumble overnight? only time will tell.......

to fill in the gap of the past 2 months...here are some highlights through my camera phone...