Saturday, November 17, 2007

Monday, November 12, 2007

There's no condemnation in Christ

Romans 7:21 - 8:2

" It seems to be a fact of life that when I want to do what is right, I inevitably do what is wrong. I love God's law with all my heart. But there is another law at work within me that is at war with my mind. THis law wins the fight and makes me a slave to the sin that is still within me. Oh, what a miserable person I am! Who will free me from this life that is dominated by sin? Thank God! The answer is in Jesus Christ our Lord. So you see how it is: In my mind I really want to obey God's law, but because of my sinful nature I am a slave to sin. So now there is no condemnation for those who belong to Christ Jesus. For the power of the life-giving Spirit has freed you through Christ Jesus from the power of sin that leads to death."

Thank God i live not to please man but God. You may be a singer, a dancer, usher, security.. which ever ministry you are, you help to build God a great house. Greater responsibilty when eyes are watching.. but we are still human. Who are we to judge each others' imperfection? I decided to hold my peace.

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蒲公英的约定

小学篱笆边的 蒲公英
是记忆里 有味道 的风景
午睡操场 传来蝉 的声音
多少年后 也还是 很好听
将愿望 折纸飞机 寄成信
因为我们 等不到 那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道 到底能 去哪里

一起长大的约定
那样清晰
打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今
唯一坚持的任性

在走廊上罚站打手心
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
很多的梦在等待着进行

一起长大的约定
那样真心
与你聊不完 的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情
还是错过的爱情

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人们多向往类似简单纯真的爱。
可是,现实有时比连续剧还复杂。 迷茫。
为何话中有话。。。为何越亲近的人伤的越深。。。 固执是你的绰号。
我学会不需要认同。但是, 我毕竟是人。 我只需要一位能接纳我一切的朋友。能替我加油打气。 不要让我以为你是撒旦。 在我艰苦地往上爬时揣我一脚,在我等待祝福的时候加重我身上的包袱。
被利用而被欺骗的滋味已经不好受。我看没人发现我也是受害者。。虽然自找。。但已无路可逃。。我恍然发现, 上一次被拥抱,被安抚的时候竟然似乎等于零。幸好有耶稣。 是他让我的生命有意义和我前进的推动力。你曾想过你存在的意义吗?

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Fourth Dimension

Been dreaming a lot........ from day dreaming to vivid dreams at night... last wed i was literally having insomnia and made myself wake up early to attend nageb's class... but i ended up skipping isorg...


went for a free makeover today @ Dior
haha is not the adobe photoshop but the photographer (according to him)
interesting experience but i really got to stop thinking my eyes are closing.... =b unfortuately i can't keep all the 20 over shots.. sighs.. thought i looked weird though in some of them how did those strange expression on the face come abt...

Feli was back!!!!

had a great time catching up.. really missed having her ard and it's been awhile since i catched up with lb and ally..... i think i am sharing same sentiments as lb... questions like "are u alright?" are super irritating.. after some time... are we supposed to sink into depression or wat... "how's everything?" is like as though we haven been busy working as usual........ especially if the same people that ask do not share when the tables are turned.

the three of us went for makan again on sat haha... the thought of visit that indo restaurant made me full.. but true enough... i was digging in yet feeling really bloated at the same time towards the end.. the soup is irresistible! plus the rendang is super tender to me... and the special chilli sauce!!! yummy... plus all those "adult talk" that i am not supposed to hear.. hahaha... amazed, amused, astonished.... my lb and gm were like stand up comedians for the night...

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been overtiming @ LWS recently.. however me and huan cheng agreed that last night was one of the first night in many years we are stuck in school waiting for the rain to stop before we can go home!!!! the lightning was frightening ! only ah boy dares to speak on the mobile ......
and today was helping out with our next big boy band... representing Singapore!!! hahaha lots of events coming up in dec!.. really busy this time round...
1) Be a Star opening performance
2) S Pop school performance
3) Carolling
4) Solfege !! Meeting!!
5) lots of rescheduling to do...

plus the move to the west... i hope everything will work out fine..

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BF is back again!!!!!! really excited this time.. i really hope for a breakthrough in evrything...SPECIFIC!!!
expecting a harvest...

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din even had time to eat today until the last class... gobbled down my fish soup and then showed SS another demo... now i owe 5 demos in total!! meeting hc for a overnight demo recording session.. if possible..hahaha
sighz.. looks like my whole deepavali is half packed with rescheduling...

really feel like meeting mommy j for the korean food too.. but i can't eat cabbage anymore sighz..

I need 48 hours a day.

Friday, October 26, 2007

Blogging

I kind of developed a fear of blogging after rushing out my project using blogspot...
etew.blogspot.com .. phew.. which explains i was at www.widgetbox.com but din manage to use any new things here *_*

And now is my isorg assignment!! Really making the best out my final year in SIM.. I will probably really bid farewell to studying for a looong while... erm oh yeah.. even more assignments for SOT.. hehe

I like this song weisong wrote for Jolin..
能感觉你手很暖和
能感觉你是特别的
当我的手被你牵着
在街头在风中放纵

随你到世界最尽头
随你上山去放烟火
当你唱着生日快乐
我感动你让我受宠

我不再怕什么躲什么
我只想知道你在想什么
请贴近我的心贴近我的耳朵
听你轻轻的轻轻的轻轻的说
到底我是你的什么

我不再怕什么躲什么
我只想知道你爱不爱我
现在我安静的贴在你的胸口
等你说听你说说爱我


我肯定你是爱我的
我肯定你是认真的
你会爱我天长地久
这世界一直为我们祝贺

说爱我(怕什么躲什么)
怕什么(我只想知道你爱不爱我)

I have the track in my playlist.. can't wait to watch Jolin's Music Movie...

Plus Ah du's album is out!
Weisong wrote 你说 for him but initially it was supposed to be a duet.. and i helped to sing the demo... which was stored in my nokia 5300.. which was then passed to my dad and he's using it as ringtone !! Hehe dad says the duet version is nicer though.. maybe he really sounded very lonely.... got it in my playlist as well...


Uploading more videos...

My DEMOS!!! got to do something abt it... really... mountain stack of things to do


1) DEMO

2) Solfege scores by MON! ( man ... one week is not really enough)

3) ISORG assignment

4) CF assignment

5) Nageb's Mindmap

6) Read text book

7) Pack my cupboard


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WELCOME BACK FELI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yippeeee our expat is back for this weekend but she has to work... sighz...


Photo updates:
Makan @ Newton Circus... for more see my youtube collection haha.. If u are starving for 3 days and can eat a feast you will know who to look for ... but i think someone will kill me introducing makan friends to him... *gulps* PLEASE don't take the blood type diet to the extreme hor...


One of the leading actors in the N307 sitcom.. for more check youtube as well...hehehe

as promised... Chloe! my sing and play student... told her i will put her photo here... hi chloe!!!
Please PRACTICE your twinkle twinkle little star... i don't want to hear C, F, G on repeat in slow motion anymore from uuuu.....

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

My eye was swollen

Thank God the swell reduced!!! the dramatic difference when i woke up on mon...

Thanks for all those who faithfully asked for update of my swollen eye... the strangest people i expected to nag at me.. haha.. more mums...

Hope Joyce Meyer can be of help to you.. will pray for you!!!!

must wake up later...

Friday, October 19, 2007

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Spare me

cut some slack please... many things on my mind

1) 4 demosssss!! bang will call me soon... plus many lyrics that need melodies...
2) ISORG assignment + blog project
3) CF assignment
4) UV syllabus........

Want to sleep now cos tomolo gotta wake early.. have been working really hard . I know my vision and what i want in life... People need to accept that it's different from theirs.

I hate being stuck in this situation like i was stuck in early this yr.
I want to be efficient but being labelled not.
I want to be successful but being labelled not.
I really want to narrow down my focus...

God show me the way.