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Well... Since no one can really guess where my new blog is haha I will update public stuff over... Going cycling though there's haze... See how things go^_^




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Thank you

Thank you to those appearing above... These are the people who made me forget my troubles whenever i spend my time with them...

well, moving on to another blog which is not blogger because i kind of want a blog name without my name in it LOL...

well... i just might update stuff here as well.. so stay tuned ^_^

Bon Voyage

Just sent Mavis off in the morning.. She is like one of the longest surviving colleague in my school next to Huan Cheng and JJ which i see them like for eternity.. especially our 仙姑！ LOL

Well, we were prepared to shed buckets but we kind of spent the last moments laughing our hearts off taking photos with the M&M dispensers that the next minute when she left, we still had our smiles... except for meixin who already burst into tears..
Maybe the fact that she is coming back like soon like next June? Time seems to flash past really quickly and it's almost a year already...

Well, it has been a pretty eventful year.. Still remember when the clock strucked 12 on the 7th, I was at Nicole's wake... It's a pity that I would not be able to rush back on time for her memorial service but really, is what she has done that has left an eternity in our hearts... just like people who walk in and out of our lives.

One Di said that he has just walk out of people's lives just within a snap of a finger, but i beg to differ.
Our memories and emotions can't be erased just like that?! Sometimes memories are so vivid, it just leaves a deep imprint in our hearts... whether good or bad..

I just saved myself of a blog entry recently listening the song that was recommended, i can't help wonder that why people don't see the struggles we have within.. Maybe 'cos if they really see it, they probably would have a total different perspective of us!
Sighs just like the psychologist in NTU said that people are judging you with every photo u upload on the net, I was quite tempted to leave the really wrong camera angle photo taken by DD of me and SD which was really very yanzhong looking, when we were like standing like 2 shoulder arms width away!!

Jesus said,"Let him who is without sin cast the first stone"...
But it would really be much easier to avoid being having the person attempting to take the stone.

Just want to thank Aunt Evon for blessing me just to go for my long awaited holiday.. I wouldn't really count mission trips as a holiday cos we are on tight schedules cos half the time we are like memorising lyrics in foreign language or having the stress of song leading.. and we can't really just switch off the phone and enjoy every moment of it .. i guess the last holiday i really was also at the very same place but this time i believe it's like packed to the brim with many activities! i miss the minced meat with basil leave and chilli padi which is like just S$3 or so!!! I wonder how things have changed 'cos the last time i went there it was 2004 i think =.=

Dad called in time last night to wish me bon voyage.. really miss him loads...

Uncle saying he thought my lingerie entry was literal??!! YANZHONG....=.=
and he mentioned that my blog entries and usually happy??!
Haha maybe cos i choose to look on the brighter side of things.. that doesn't mean i am okay but just that i learn to give weight to words that are spoken by people who genuinely know what's going on and are true friends?

I don't really understand the rational of looking at the blog of someone you don't like cos you are like giving away time which is like part of your life to the person already loll

Uncle, this blog entry blunt enuff liao bo... =.=
F5

Lingerie

Just thought of an analogy..
You have different kinds of lingerie, sometimes cute, natural or even wild..according to your moods but you can't really let the whole world know or see...
Probably just your partner.

Sometimes you slip on your camisole and thought it would be fine to let people see the camisole with a jacket over but boyyy... the wrong person saw it and made it a mountain out of a molehill..

It's trendy nowadays to show your innerwear like camisole, spags with something else over so items like camisole stays in a grey area on whether isit a lingerie in the first place or just like another ordinary attire people wear on the outside.

Isit wrong for you to wear the camisole? No one can really measure it because of the different ammoral values and culture, but to slap a judgement over a person wearing it?

The bible says judge not or you will be judged.

What is the most valuable lesson learnt?
Lingerie is after all lingerie? OR really learn not to judge others lest you will be judged.

The former will still be debatable over the next 1000 yrs in different forms but the latter is for eternal.

I have decided to focus on what's in stored in heaven.

Meanwhile, uniqlo sells really nice cotton short sleeved tops... till the next time when they have nicer camisoles...

Updates

Wellwell sorry blog readers so sorry for not really updating... I am trying put new photo update tools and stuuff on my iPhone .. Doing our LER photoshoot now ^_^ sigh can't join the peeps at the farewell party I hope they will still be there later =.=

Trench buddies

Haha what am I to know about digging trenches right ... But I guess digging one definitely means hard work and someone who really went into the deep with you... Not the kind that dig in a sale at mango though.... But digging deep requires transparency and truth and certainly not everyone would be able to withstand it ... Some times with clues picked up from bits and pieces you can form a jigsaw puzzle ... But sometimes people pick up a piece of corner and simply use their fantasy to picture the whole thing and if their fantasy scale is heavily geared to the dark side, everything seems to be gloomy like the person is wearing shades all the time.
When the whole world resounds a noise, sometimes I would just close my eyes cos I don't trust them anymore.. Using my spirit I cry out to God ... My trench buddy got trapped in the midst of the noise ... People all around are seemingly helping to search for my trench buddy but their noise is just simply a diversion.
During PM these people just pops into my mind..
PK, M & S
A ... I almost broke down in tears ... I thanked them while above all else was playing... Divine huh.. My daddy, my mom and my bro ... T28 flashed past ... No matter what others think or say, we do love God wholeheartedly and we love people fervently if not we wouldn't be in SOT in the first place and we wouldn't be working so hard in our ministries as well...
Well well, this must end in a lighter note .. Thank God for setting me free ... Though this week is a week of backstabs but I praying that God will give me the capacity to love these people though they just happily trample on the things I have tried to build for years...
See what the world is trying to do to you when you want to do something great...it's how misfortunate that one man's meat is another man's misfortune.

When the music fades..

It's coming to an end soon...

While somethings have ended, others are sprouting anew.
Keeping quiet watching my surrounding, my heart's desire renewed.
What's this pursuit that i have sought, when things have come to naught.
I pry open my eyes and i see a wounded soul.
i hid the tears and stories unfold.
Secrets of the past became a new stick to stir the present stories
I can feel the cold hit me.. What's the agenda i ponder.
If that makes you feel better, why the same traits have to come and bother me again.
What's with these TLP...