Miracle

Need a miracle...

anyway for some photo updates

hahaha from team 28

our first day at Qu You Ci Li ^_^ @ 100.3 pretty shiok co hosting for the first time!

Freedom

Guess what you focus on it will happen... Managed to have some soul food (though a movie would make it more complete)

Thurs was a day of waiting at embassy .. it's just a cross i need to carry for as long as i know..

Just have to repeat the same story over and over again whenever i flash the green booklet.. people are intrigued, but the price i pay is =.=

Noticed i can't be bothered with the comments but so are my friends lol.. my more unglam pics are already up on j's blog, and the emerge07 hair is like already on the powerpoint slide all over asia..

think my first twin is having the time of her life now.. she makes everything seems like a fairytale coming true.. of course there are still ups and down but she really pulled through, with God =.= go girl! can never forget the time she stayed over at my place praying for me (though that was the only time=b) kind of like one of my few regrets for making wrong decisions not to keep her by my side...

this song keeps running in my head...

你就直接回頭吧 她在等著你
不要怕我會哭泣 早就在心底
想想你說過的話 其實我們不虛假
那就好吧 其實你對我不差

別對我食之無味 棄之可惜
雖然你還有感覺 但不是愛情
想想你說過的話 其實我們不虛假
那就好了吧 這些夠了呀

我們的愛情是秘密 不能成立
就算我愛你也不能夠說明
她在你身邊逗你開心
我只不過讓你歇斯底里

你就讓我跟著你 一起祕密
我們的事情說好不提起
讓我們 都能夠清晰 你和她是不變的定律

haha.. just emo..

ouch.. swollen eye... again... better catch some rest .. will blog if i can get online tomolo !!

oyasuminasai

SOUL FOOD

I think i really need a break of some sort... i need to catch a movie! chill and just sleep!!!

well, really thank God for the pack of sardines that gathered at a monkey bar watching a monkey perform lol...
Seriously... TF is entertaining throughout the night and the atmosphere just drops when he leaves the table =.=

Starting to feel a bit sad to think that SOT is coming to an end... Though we have endless assignments and i am barely down with my preaching exams and gulp ... my bible reading...

I just thank God for all that He has done in my life and though this period of time I really have no one to turn to but God, but i guess is Him who wired my heart this way to ponder about things in life and what He has set for me to accomplish...

It's really a bittersweet feeling and though i really don't know how all of this is going to turn out, but i trust in Him to show me a way.
I guess i was really upset how the inilah song turned out on friday because i was really touched by the presence of God just worshipping in my bedroom on thursday night.. tears just flooded my cheeks and i really wanted to pull down the same presence on fri morning but i really had to pull the whole team along =.=
I really understand how PK feel when we are not moving with Him.. the frustrations and the fact that being the Levites, the grace and anointing is upon us and we should really have a deeper revelation of the true reason of why we are serving God in ministry and not just go through the motion.

haha the result of SOT

But i still want my soul food.... Pls pray for my visa apps to go on smoothly and i really want to see where God wants to take me to in July..

going expo now..
kitty

PERSPECTIVE

what is the thing that matters most to you?

What others think or say, or really.. just pleasing the one and only VIP .. GOD

It may sound easy but it's hard sometimes cause like what the bible say life and death lies in the tongue. Whatever you confess to yourself and say to others bring life and death, no doubt about it.

Sorry, but mean words with no edification or correction would simply fall to the ground. No one is perfect. I may have a splint in my eye but you may have a plank in yours.

In another 5 weeks SOT will be coming to an end... i guess we gain some but we lose some as well..

There are many unforgettable moments during these 5 months.

During the first 2 weeks i was trying my best to pull myself out of bed and stay awake.. till now my eyes are wide opened but shut at the same time.. haha

I will miss praying and holy laughing with steph and regi.. giving words of knowledge and prophesying!! woohoo~~

my sardine gang who i went out on a few occasions and traveled down town with them. really funny classmates like toilet friend can make your day !

the sot SLs... for sticking it thru thick and thin... haha

my beloved musos.. ALLEMILIE! Robert Sia...

well.. this is a time i got to play the keys finally for p&w.. indeed God works in mysterious ways

and He has a divine time for everything. I understand how team1 feels when you know you have a gift or talent that seems God given, but God has not decided to use it yet..

Like my dream of playing stagea in heaven, I would think that was it.. the end.. until God used me in a bigger way doing what i am doing now.. (though i still think ultimately i will be contented playing stagea in heaven) but right now, it doesn't seem to be the time for it. And God kind of turned my plan B or rather what i never thought of into His plan A ...

It's tough along the way, the moulding process, coming to a point where ur life is under scrutiny, like you are a super being. Being someone whom others perceive so differently as one's true self is never easy. And it's even harder to find friends who truly understand and know or rather, allow you to be who you are.

Since few years ago, my life has taken a direction which i realise i never expect it to be and now moving on those things i have persistently clung on to seems to pale in comparison what God has promised me.

The solution is by constantly depending on GOD!

till then..

Kitty

Time to update!!!

My bad... sorry for not updating..

=.= my eyes are already closing actually and i have yet finish reading my notes for the mcq test tomolo!!!! hahaha
Had a really really looonngg practice today at Jurong West and i think i reached home around 12 plus close to 1am =.=

How have I been... F&N Commercial for DFC is up already!! haha wanted to talk about this long ago but we weren't supposed to say anything till it's on air..
and an angel got me a netbook.. and my advance birthday present ^_^ haha guess he is putting his treasure where his heart is but i just want to say another BIG THANK YOU to BB
Feeling kinda sad actually now that there's only 8 weeks left to SOT..
I am kind of slowly getting used to waking up that early ..though i crawl out of bed sometimes.. and want to head home rather than hanging out and have endless assignments to do..
but i really thank God for His divine time in everything.
I will miss my SOT peeps... Anamalie!!!

Tomorrow's the student gathering... and i have many interesting things to share with them!
Gotta go prepare it now.. meanwhile... check out photo updates on my facebook!

GOD BLESS

Kitty’s latest updates

really really sad cos my laptop is down!!!!!!!

now i really need a new one… was admiring javius’s macbook pro during lesson today.. so cool man!!

Plus a handphone that doesn’t allow calls to come through sometimes is not really that helpful at all!

Today is one of the rare hour that i can just sit here and blog a bit before my next lesson commences.. there seems to be tons of work on hand and i dunno where to begin..

Pst Mike is amazing!!! really need to pray hard for tomolo though.. not sure how many songs i would need to sing till everyone is ministered! gonna be an exciting meeting tomolo… and i hope i can wake up earlier than usual… really no more $$ to waste on cabs… i took a cab to work and then realised that the student has cancelled his lesson yest..=.=

waiting for my free dinner from nana…

thinking of the new xinwang taiwan cafe!! gosh.. i really miss taiwan.. think the under 25s are going for one trip next month.. really miss the action!

there seems like a million things i want to do but i can’t have it at the same time.. i really want a breakthrough!

i prob have more entries if i stop telling myself i have to upload the photos as well too =b

so for photos everyone has to go to facebook i guess..

i started a new chinese blog at www.wretch.cc/blog/estellasia

i will write more abt singing and interesting things that happens in class .. and i am trying very hard to update..

 

God please give me a laptop so i can bring to class and blog more!!

Amen.

Kitty really busy

okie my faithful readers are complaining… sorry for the non updates man… i am still catching up on my readings and my assignment which is going to be due next mon!!!

SOT is really sxciting so far.. but i still learning how to stay awake sometimes =b Enjoy the presence of God though.. He helps to make the trip down boon lay worth it!

anyway.. my photo updates are now shifted to facebook and i will be starting my chinese blog for my students .. mainly puting up videos of them and sharing more stuff abt singing and performances..

till then…

Est @ Mac with  SW and SX