LIGHT

Happy chinese new year....

many mixed feelings today... especially back to a familar place but given a different identity and everything's changed...
sighz... i kinda broken a statement i made today... humans are indeed humans esp. i kinda really want a much deserved break and duty called.
Well... i seriously repent sighz.. this statement is really much harder to live out than what i thought :" Others can but u can't."

silence does not equal to consent.. just been fully celebrating the cny so far ... really enjoy good quality fellowship.. well, sher is right.. friends must be able to speak into each other's life and it's not one sided.. communication is indeed the key of life.. if God din want us to communicate, he would had not just confused the languages at the Tower of Babel, but made us mute. =b

well, sometimes even staying stagnant u will feel like u are backsliding when ur friends are constantly moving ahead.... that's why friends may not be forever like wat some people may envision or hope... of cos emotionally some may disagree with me but if friendships were made to last forever we would need to have matrimonies of different sorts.

well... i have been reminded of Job when bad things keep happening to friends...
try not be like Job's friends... but even His wife gave bad advice and his perserverance moved God.. sometimes Character moulding can only take place if our heart allows God to.. so i really see it as a compliment when people say i have thick skin and thin heart.. meaning less ego, more teachable while the opposite really causes more moulding to take place?

+ remember Lot's wife.. she turned into a pillar of salt looking back... even when she made the the decision to move on.. but her heart was still at Sodom and Gomorrah.. meaning action without the decision in the heart is still in vain...

Thank God for his love letters through the bible...

gtg sleep