Guess i am turning in real soon... if not i wouldn't be able to wake up tomolo!!!!!!
Been a while since i last updated blogs... or even upload videos or pictures... it's so many of them that it will hang halfway and i would have to start over again and before that happens i will doze off...........zzzz.
Been feeling like mommy jace nowadays... after sch reopened and after paying $$ sch fees... plus BF coming... dun feel like going out nowadays... told myself this 25th yr is to clear exams and SOT and if there's a chance to go tw again.. dun want to think much abt other things...just want to make things right this time...
Praying for a more accurate discernment in the HS. wish i can really pick up every quiet little word that's spoken..
In the lecture was prompted to just press my bible reader.. and the verse "line on line, precept upon precept appeared.." hint for bible school? hehe
Dilligence and Focus is the key of life.. kind of enjoy going through lectures alone.. i kind of concentrate better and copy more notes! and pretty amazingly stay awake through 2 of cf lect already.
maybe i have been trained.. i kind of don't give things to much tot. forgive and forget? and really forget.... kind of unbelievable but tomolo i going to visit my "daughter"... the tot of it brought me to tears but i really pray i can control my tap tomolo.. just want to give her a good hug.
just all that drama/comedy one week ago... anyway now i have a secret with me that's worth more than gold and precious rubies.. hahaha
don't feel like talking much cos i dunno why i am surrounded with similar dispositions.. oxymorons.. after spilling my whole life story which i seldom share with people i get a statement "i don;t really knoe u.." ( PLLEEAASSE don't msn me and ask me to give an essay on this paragraph cos i am just blurting my feelings and i use capitals cos is a plead. ...not angry...sighz.. still must have footnotes)
and i am not God ... i won;t knoe when u(not the same u in previous sentence) dun want u talk abt it (most of the time u try to hide and pretend the world dunno u are feeling down) and when u need words of encouragement... but spending time alone is good..
haha i knoe how mommy jace felt when sher was gone and suddenly there was no huge commotions in her life and no telephone calls with screams of excitement..
2 weeks ago when shan was in tw mommy j was laughing.. "haha no one to chiong with.." but kind of got my "guai engine" started in the end..
power of focus! i am amazed how i prefer staying at home or to sleep early...
my hair drying ssoonn and i have been yawning for the past half an hour and eyes closing.. amazing! another exciting day ahead! nageb and beyond!!
hairclip girl is back!!!!!!
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